Thank you so much my beautiful friend. I'm sorry that you also know all these feelings too and how frustratingly impotent it feels to not be able to take away the pain.

We are still in the starting phase of all of this and it's like walking blindly through the dark and waiting to bang into something that will paralyse me.

I want to remain optimistic, I want to keep a positive outlook but this is one of those times when life just whacks you in the face with it's level of unfairness and i'm just trudging through ❤️